Nothing is Easy

There are times, when I don't know, just wish things would go simpler, be easier, but it always seems, to wind up being complicated.

I know, I need to be home, yet I have a life too, or should, shouldn't I? I mean, how can I go out, with mom in her condition? I mean even if I did, I'd be worrying, rushing, and that isnt fair to David, but then, neither is not going out with him.

A definate conflict, and one that only adds to the whole stress of the situation. What can a person do? I know I'd certainly not want to leave her alone, nor do I trust in the support staff that I could draw on, so it becomes a balancing act, one I don't think I can quite pull off.

Life is becoming too complicated.